Lizzel234

Hi everyone, just in case anyone missed me or something (which I hardly believe someone will), I'm not dead (yet).
          	

bubbasquish09

@Lizzel234 I'm here for you, okay? 
          	  You've got this. Stay strong, keep fighting. You can do it. ❤
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ilangel1

Life can be hard at times but will get better.
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perzoe_123

Heyy luv hru noww

perzoe_123

@Lizzel234 u sureee?
            
            Ofc luv no worries <333
            
            Ilyyyy
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Lizzel234

Hi everyone, just in case anyone missed me or something (which I hardly believe someone will), I'm not dead (yet).
          

bubbasquish09

@Lizzel234 I'm here for you, okay? 
            You've got this. Stay strong, keep fighting. You can do it. ❤
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ilangel1

Life can be hard at times but will get better.
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perzoe_123

Heyaaaaa luvvv

perzoe_123

@Lizzel234 yayy IM gladd <3
            Sorry I didn't receive the notification :<
            Ofccc <333
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Lizzel234

@perzoe_123 I'm okay <3 thank you for checking on me <<33
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perzoe_123

@Lizzel234 Yyaya heyy loveeee
            Im ok wbuuu
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Mey_r28

Hi love

Mey_r28

@Lizzel234 oh my god I'm so sorry for the late reply. I'm okay too
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Lizzel234

@Mey_r28 I'm okay. What about you?
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bubbasquish09

Heyy Lizzy 
          
          How are you?? x

bubbasquish09

@Lizzel234 yea, I'm alright :) 
            Just checking in <3
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Lizzel234

@bubbasquish09 hi bella
            I'm okay how are you? xx
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Lizzel234

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A chapter in my life ended. I lost my group of friends of real life, my university girls, all seven of them. When I first made them as friend's, they made me feel the luckiest person on earth, blessed to have such friendship.
          Now, I waited for two months to see if I'm wrong or delusional about their behavior's but I wasn't. I realized that my absence didn't matter to them because my presence never mattered. I cared more than I could ever express yet I was the unwanted one always, the one who was never heard, the one who was ignored and made fun of everyday. They seem better off without me, happy, comfortable with zero awkwardness. I realized that I was the odd one out. They just gave me a reality check that I'm being delusional about that friendship with a stupid hope. I'm so fucking stupid. They said that I would finally learn a lesson by being alone. They should be happy now because i'm learning the lesson. I trusted them blindly and they proved that I was blind.
          I hate myself for being so sensitive, for never letting it go, for never stopping caring for them despite all this.

LarrysWornoutCloset

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@Lizzel234 NO ! YOU'RE NOT WRONG . DON'T YOU FUCKING BLAME YOURSELF FOR HAVING A GOOD HEART WHO FEELS GENUINELY FOR OTHER PEOPLE , BECAUSE TRUST ME THE WORLD NEEDS MORE PEOPLE LIKE YOU . 
            Sorry for all the shouting.  
            But listen , Right now you're hurt and you'll hurt for a while but you'll soon come to realise that it was Good Riddance.  You wouldn't want to be with / around people who don't get you or understand you or reciprocate your energy. Uni is hella difficult and I'm speaking from first hand experience.  I only have three friends whom I talk to and the ones I met when I first came to this place , fucking hates me for my ideology and that's fine , to each their own and it fucking hurt.  
            Now , though , I am fine.  I am happy . I am okay. With myself and with my circle . You know why ? Because I don't have to go out of my way and try too hard , the ones I'm around they know me well and we're on the same wavelength and we connect really well. If we don't talk for a few days , it's not like things will end , we understand when the other one needs space and we give them that . There's this understanding.  
            It's going to hurt like a bitch now but one thing I can tell you is that you'll eventually meet people , who will accept YOU for YOU and will give you that peace of mind and give you the assurance that you need and will have understanding between yourselves that won't ever allow you to doubt your capabilities. 
            You don't need them.  Don't let the self doubt get to you . Take care of yourself and try to focus on your studies , if you can because that will help you take your mind off of the tiring thoughts and if you ever need to talk , you'll have us on Wattpad to hold you up ! Don't lose hope, love . <3 
            All my love to you :) 
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Baldrry_

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Also in the great words of our fav Harry Styles " You Can Let It Go" Nd " you don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up". 
            
            Honestly fuck them and please stop caring about people's opinions. No one's opinion should matter, at the end of the day it's just you against the world, the only thing which matters. Lets face it people talk and do shit to every person but we should not care, let them do what they are doing. They envy you and their fickle void brains need someone to hate. Darling ik it hurts, and it will for sometime but you have to leave it behind and let those rancid vagina faced witches behind. You aren't a servant or them, your bosses. Friends come and go and you'll get many of them. 
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Baldrry_

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They are real life bitches but you know what I had kinda same experience but in school obv and the persons wo dumped me for another one soon realized how bitch they are came back to me eventually. 
            And you know what the best part is all that time when they were away I lived a wonderful life away from all the toxicity and dramas and bla bla bla. Istg believe me you will learn to be yourself without them by your side and if you are right people would come and talk to you. You do not need anyone else those girls are some shitheads with who have got nothing better to do than judge people all around. It will hurt for a few days but the relief of them being off of your shoulders will be mind boggling. 
            
            And please do not think otherwise about yourself, those are some ridiculed attention seeking bitches who manipulate you into thinking shit. You are good as it is. 
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ohmyzaynn3

Hii

ohmyzaynn3

@Lizzel234 I do not feel the same but ig- like we can be healthy and not suffer every month like I'm not making a baby every month ykwim
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ohmyzaynn3

@Lizzel234 how can you be grateful for PERIOD oml I hate them sm and I also feel like everyone is on their period rn lmao
            Yeah I will take my meds, take care too and stay warm!!
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ohmyzaynn3

@Lizzel234 aw that's good love <33
            I've been doing okay, js struggling w period
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moonplantzzzz

Hey Love! How are you doing? <3

moonplantzzzz

@Lizzel234 yessss it was amazing! I've got sm new clothing!!!
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moonplantzzzz

@Lizzel234 sounds amazing, I'm very proud of you pookie <3 I'm doing good! I'm on a shopping spree rn :D
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Lizzel234

@moonplantzzzz Hi darling. Tysm for asking<3
            I'm doing much better.
            How are you? <3
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